A passage through time

2009-09-30T06:14:00.000-07:00

Extended Families . A pillar of support ? WRONG . They crush your spirit. They create groups against each other. They talk behind your back . The best part is that I knew. I knew all along and didnt care . But they have finally crossed the line.

Guess what. One told my father that he was wasting money on my sisters n I. Another told her parents that I was a pain for being vain . They hate us . I LOATH them .

Oh and grandpRENTS ARE SUPPOSED To PROTECT THEIR slightly helpless grandchildren. Not THEIR 50 YEAR OLD SON WHO THREW HIS LIFE AWAY.

I WANT OUT . I NEED OUT.

SUNDAY

2009-07-05T05:07:00.000-07:00

Its been a slow day...
the suns been up(thank god)!
i cant seem to write anymore. i dont know y..
i come up with stupid songs.
Its ridiculous .
On the bright side, THERES NO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
and i know my blogs been dead for te past 6 months or so...
but thats good in a way , i guess. ill never be judged for what i type.
UPDATES

1 . havent been following me diet. ITS TERRIBLE.
2 . Still stuck with grands
3 . schools out
4 . Loving merlin season 1
5 . wanting something i cant have
6 . Wants to play ALW on the sax again
7 . Needs to study more(oh huge shocker there.)
8 . IS BORED!!!!

gtg , tc
loves sash

2009-06-09T17:38:00.001-07:00

2009-02-24T02:59:00.000-08:00

I had my school...
SWIMMING CARNIVAL!!!!!!!
now,obviously,I did not swim(coz i can`t!!!)
But Pauline was the bomb!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!She swam for like 5 races and she got 1 for all 5 races!!!!
I`m jealing!!!!!!
and i painted a heart onto my face!!!
Personally,I think the windrop boys were slower than the girls.
hehee...
but I don`t really think its fair for me to be judgemental (coz I can`t swim)
anyways,gtg.gonna go to my aunt`s house!! gonna cut muh momma`s bday cake.
miss u. but remember misss me more!!!
xoxo,
love sash

2009-02-21T03:44:00.000-08:00

Today,
my mom,sisters and coz,abby,went shopping in the city!!
To buy carrisa`s a dress for her year 12 ball.
she can`t get outta it.
So we had to go to like so many shops to like actually find one.
And when we finally did,It was like 228 dollars!!!!!!!
expensive much.
Oh and the lady who sold us carrisa`s dress was awesome.
She was so much like joy!!
*tear*
and than at this other shop,coz like ball dresses are like so expensive,
my mom did not wanna pay too much.
And we met SARAH at boarders(she`s working there)
OMG!!!I`ve missed her so!!!I was so freaking happy to see her.
And we went to the dress shop together and this lady was like acting all snobbishly.
The sales lady!
OMG I could not stand her so I started showing my temper nat.DUH!!
What did she expect from a 15 year old!!!!
She was sssssssooosoooo un-aussie like!!
She was the first person in aussie I have met that was so unsenative towards others.
It was a experience for me .

Anyways,I wrote this for the person who needs it:

you`re angry,Upset and find no justice.
you feel concerned and worried
for the ones you meet.

but

you re not alone,
walking down this road
pushing through the crowd,
with eyes of blues.
coz i`ll be to help,
when you need it the most.

2009-02-14T18:53:00.000-08:00

Hey!!!
So it was V day yesterday!!!
and well...the school celebrated on day earlier.
We got to like wear watever we wanted too.
totally awesome.
i painted my nails red coz we had to wear something red.
Guess what!!
I think Ms martina`s has been putting a lot of corpus into sac.
awesome huh??
snywhos,catch you guys later.
got a project to do.
see you
and remember sascha love you!!!

2009-02-08T03:55:00.000-08:00

hey .
So i went to the sunday market today..
it was aweome!!!!
i GOT A REALLY REALLY SOFT TEDDY.
BIG,WHITE N SOFT TEDDY.
2 necklaces and 3 rings.

that market is soo freaking totally awesome.
I love it.

After that We headed over to zac`s house in dad`s n mom`s new awesome white car.
the toyota altis.

Anyway,I finally saw baby lizzie.She`s so cute.
So lovable.
She squeezed my index finger in her precious little hand.
My mom was having a good time playing and talking to lizzie.
lizzie`s laugh was so precious and my mom looked so happy.

I have so much homework..Like homework for every subject.
anyways,after I was done I watched sister act 2 with my coz:big zac zerren and thea((sis))
It was really fun.Its like having the two younger brothers I`ve always wanted.
anyways,GTG.
love sash

2009-01-31T20:29:00.000-08:00

Hey ya`ll.

Sascha typing from down under.

how`s it going???

anywhos,I went to another coz`s place yesterday.

aunty ann`s n uncle mark`s place.

their kids(my cozs) have a mixed maltese.His name is bobby.

How cute is he.!!!???

He reminded me of cassie...(aawww man)(Godma misses you baby)

and he has this lamb chew toy named lamby.

llooovvveee hhhiiimmmm.....

We played sims.....

totally awesome!!!!

we made the coz family....who consists of:

-chantel

-carrisa
-shanny

-amanda

-sascha

-zacy(zeuse)

-kenneth

-zerren

-thea

moving on....

school starts in 2 days!!!

I`m am soo happy my dad`s here to send us(my sisters n myself)

to school.

Missed him soo freaking much.

OH AND>>>>>>

I finally know how to work thoese stupid locks .

The ones at sac.

I have the same one on my locker at corpus .

oh and my locker no. is 241.

awesome rights.

like that pizza thing in S`pore:2 for(4) 1

anyways,miss ya`ll lots....

but i`ve gota go.
get ready for a party.
see ya

xoxo,

sash

2009-01-30T23:47:00.001-08:00

hey guys.
I`ve been to school and everything.
Stuff is just so expensive round here now a days.
I`ve gotten a new top from jay jays.
I saw an awesome pair of sunnies at jay jays.
but i decide not to push my poor mother overboard.
'Everything`s so freaking expensive.
school`s starting in 3 freaking days.
I have no idea if i`m excited or nervous .
anywhos,I`m coming down in oct.
miss me till then.
see ya....
XOXO,
sash....

remember:she loves ya ...MUH

2009-01-25T04:54:00.000-08:00

Helllooo
shantaine marie van wieringen is so awesome
my cousin is so so so so cool

written by-
not shantaine marie van wieringen
seriously

okay
back to sash

Hey!!!
so, as all of u might already know...
Shanny typed that.
anyways,
I`m staying over at my coz`s today.(zacy`s place)
anyway...
I miss you guy(gals))
SOOO much.
hope to see some of u soon.
miss me

To my friends

2009-01-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

TO MY AWESOME FRIENDS:

This is for my friends
Who`ve gone through the good and the bad
remember the days ,
when we used to play,
forever engraved in my heart.

and I say....

Never will you be forgotten,
even though were so far apart.
I`m never too far away if you,
just look into your heart.

Saddness cant be avoided.
so all I can do is hope.
That my memories will see me through ,
when i`m missing all of you.

SO....

Never will you be forgottan,
even though were so far apart.
I`m never too far away if you,
just look into your heart.

I wish you well,
and lots of luck.
i`ll be missing you ever so much.
never once was i jaded,
with your companys.
pls..
never forget me......

never will you be forgottan,
even though were so far part....

i`m never to far away if you just look into your heart..
oooooooohhhhhhh..
never too far away if you
just look into your heart.

hope you like it.
by the way,
its copywrited.
if you dont,pls be frank with me.
you know how i love honest.
xoxo,
SASH

2009-01-24T05:14:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY!!!

I went out today.
Well,to Woolworths N BIG W.
'Shopping' for food n shoes.
School shoes ....
Well,I need black shoes.They are unisex shoes.
Sooo,I`m trying to get a pair with heels.
hehee
AnD...
I`ve put up the posters n cards on my cupboard door.
I miss you guys soooooooooo much.
Thanks once again for all the stuff ya`ll have given me.
by the way I`m gonna post the song tonight.
But I must warn you....
Its not my best work:(
Sorry...
its like my cereative flow of words has stop.
SO SORRY!!!
anyways,I`ve got a go.
daylight savings.one hour ahead.
nights.sweet dreams
xoxo,
sash

2009-01-22T05:25:00.000-08:00

hey!
!!!!!!!!!!
We(My mom,sisters n aunt) went to the uniform shop today.
The uniforms are okay I guess.
Just gotta give it a chance.
gotta get used to it.(Its a blue dress)
We took such a long , long time!!!!!!!
Its pretty expensive.

Once we(mom) paid for them(the uniforms)
we headed for subway.
had a MEATBALL sandwitch.yummy yummy meatballs.
And ,of course ,Carrisa had to get one with extra-cheese.

After that,We went to zacy`s house.
Played with the playstation n wii.
We than carried on to sing...
it was sssooo fun!!!
Mom went crazy.
I`ll upload the vid when I can.
Basically,that was my day.
missing my dad....
but hes coming down tomorrow.
YAY!!!!!!!
(Ps: I`ve finished the song for my mates.So look out for it)
XOXO,
Sash

Just got in !!!!

2009-01-20T10:26:00.000-08:00

Its my first day in perth.(ok,its not my first...u know what I mean)
landed at 1.25am.
Got through customs my 2.30am.
Got to my grandparents place round three.
It looks totally awesome.Better.
The flt was fine.
food was awesome.
I cried at the airport.before going in.
samantha, jojo,nanli,juliet and justina came to the airport.
So did aunty cheryl and Averyl.
Thank you soooo much for coming.
All your letters are dear to me.
Thank you for you kind , caring words.
your too kind
Miss Ya`ll soooo much already.
Thanks for being the best friends ever!!!
and too the teachers:
Thank you for your kind,caring words of encouragement.(PS:my spelling sucks)
I wish you all the best and have happy chinese new year.
I dont think they celebrate chinese new year here.

erm , ash.I`m gonna have to watch gg tomorrow.
sorry.
cant wait to talk bout it!!!
GG forever.friends forever.
love ya`ll .
take care.
love the one the only....
sas-cha maa-ri-a van wie-ring-gen..

xoxo,
SASH

2009-01-19T22:22:00.000-08:00

hey people!!!

so i think I`m leaving today.On the 7.35pm flight.

Please...don`t come.

I dont mean this in a bad way

Its just that I messed up again(as usual).

Real sorry about last night.

And Thank You SO Freaking much.

Ya`ll are like the best friends a gal could have.

Thank you

for the lovely notes.

I love tham.

and the gifts

thank you soo much.

I`m gonna miss you sooooo much.

MUH!!!!!!!!!!!

XoXo

love sash

I`m bored... typing random stuff

2008-12-31T21:39:00.000-08:00

hey!!!!

I`m back.

on the same day.

blogging.

I`m bored!!!

sucking on a chewable vit C tablet.

This would be my 3rd

Thinking about what i should do with my hair,

Its soo boring.

oh!! And I`m so pumped for tomorrow!!!

I can`t wait!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Gonna see everybody again.

Missed you gals sooo much!!!

what should I wear tomorrow???

HHMMM,,,,,

Anyways,Good luck to whoever is reading this!!!!

for the year 2009!!!

Hope CB gets to go somewhere this year or next year!!!!

oooo...

and I hope all the sec 5s n 4s did well for their Os.

Should be coming out in jan...

round the 20th i think.

I hope carrisa does well.

coz It would help her lots.

she does`nt read blogs so i can type it here.

n she`ll never know

MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

anyways

gtg.

bye

xoxo,

sash

happy new year!!!

2008-12-31T21:21:00.000-08:00

Hey!!!

sorry my blog`s been so dead.

i promise that this year it won`t be.

i`ll have way too much to post.(i hope)

I totally missed the count down.I was way too busy watching movies.

hehee.

this year`s count down was the worst by far.

My mom`s so down bout going.

I mean if she does`nt want to go,stay here with dad.

I mean like what the freaking hell right.

sometimes one just feels like a burden .

this is what kids do to ya.

and my dad,well,he had to work.

i understand.gotta bring in the bacon($$$)

money makes the world go round .

well,I gota go.

really starting to love this whole blogging thing.

hehee

bye

love ya!!!

xoxo,sash

2008-12-12T04:06:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!!!!
How life???
Mines fine.
I`m going to be playing for the concert on the 18Th .
Just wondering which saxophone I`m gonna be using.

There`s gonna be another practice tomorrow.I hope I still can play the saxophone well enough.
I feel so ...out-of-touch with it.
Oh n i just found out that there`s something wrong with my account.

I really don`t know what it is!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its been awhile since i`ve been on my blog so I`m sorry for not replying to you tags.
I will try to do so as soon as possible.

Anyway,after today`s pratice, I went out for lunch with fung ling and leona.
We had KFC.
I tried the zinger burger today!!
It was soooo spicy(too spicy)for me but I really enjoyed it.
Fung ling n Leona have good taste in food.
Than we went to mini toons to buy sweets.
(Fung ling has a really sweet sweet tooth.)

Anyway,I wanna go back to a few days ago.
My family n i have put up the X`mas tree.
It looks great!!!!!
And the presents that we wrapped together looks even better
than the ones we had last year!!!!

And,Of course,Once again,like every year.....................

I broke a ball.
This time,it was a pink coloured ball.
I don`t do it on purpose.I`m just sooo careless.
Its like becoming a X`mas tradition for me to drop at least one ball each year.

Anyway,I gtg.
XOXO

Cheeky Chameleon.

24th NOV 2008 - Monday

2008-11-24T00:45:00.000-08:00

HEY PeOpLe!!!!!

Today`s the 24th of Nov as we all know.
Today`s been BAD.
Well,not bad bad .Its not one of the worst days of my miserable, insignificant life .
The morning was fine. The sun was up.Light came through my window until it reached my face.
Felt great...AnD very hot.okay.It was was`nt that that hot.It was warm.
I did not attend my band practice today.However,I am going to tomorrow.
to school.For 7hours.I`m going to leave at round3.20pm.coz i have to do my IC.

That brings me to why my day was sooooo horrible.My IC.
I was supposed to get it done today.However I did not make it there in time.
Before that,
I went to the photo shop to take the picture.....N i reluctantly pinned my hair up so that it did not cover part of my face.However,my mom got impatient with me and decided to do it herself.
Then ,i had to take the picture.(I ABSOLUTELY LOATH TAKING PICS!!)
When I saw the pictures of myself ..I hated myself right there and then.They looked soooo ugly!!!I also felt immediate anger towards my mother.She made me look even worst...Well,I guess she had too.Otherwise the people who would be doing my ic would not take the pic.

It gets from bad to worst.

When I got home.My sister were totally torturing(sp) me.Esp the older one.
EXAMPLE 1: I`m at the computer listening to music.I decide to listen to the song Happy birthday by the click five.And My OLDER sis says:Its not even your birthday.
I`m thinking:How freakishly lame can she get.It does`nt have to be my birthday to listen to the song right!!!!

Oh and i like to refer to her as my older sister rather than my elder sister as some people think I`m older than her.So,I make myself feel a little better about myself by calling her my older sister.(IN OTHER WORDS: I feel younger.)

kay ....I gtg.

Loves:
cheeky chameleon

LaSt 9th nov in S`pore(2008)

2008-11-09T05:04:00.000-08:00

today , I had my first n last confirmation....
Overall,my mood pretty much happy..
expt for that constantly nagging trigger that was built with a BIG RED button....
(you know the kind you`re just dying to press)

What would this trigger set off you may ask.Well,anger.At someone who`s name will not be mentioned as I would like to avoid building a wall of tension.This person does`nt even know that i`m mad. So i would like to keep it that way.as it could be a missunderstand5ng

0h n bef0re 1 f0rget,

S0rry tara!!!!F0r chang1ng the b30g ....S0rry!!!!

blog music

2008-11-07T01:17:00.001-08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

2008-11-06T19:20:00.000-08:00

HI THERE!!

I DID MORE THAN EXPECTED TODAY....

HAD A SLOW MORNING.THERE`S NOTHING GOOD ON TV ANYMORE!!!

i SIMPLY MUST CONVICE MY PARENTS TO GET MORE CHANNELS!!!

SO,I WATCHED TILL NOON....

THEN , I WENT ON TO USE THE COM TILL 3PLUS.

OH !!!! GUESS WHAT!!!!

i WENT SHOPPING!!!!!I ACTUALLY WENT SHOPPING!!!!

WELL,I REALLY HAD NO CHOICE BUT I WAS SOOO LUCKY..

mY MOM AND I WENT TO ALTER MY DRESS AT PARKWAY,ROXY MALL OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

THAN WE TOOK A WALK ROUND THAT SMALL BUT NICE MALL.I REALLY LIKE THAT MALL.

ITS JUST SOOOOO CUTE!!!!!

OH YEA...I HAD MY STROKE OF LUCKY WHEN WE WERE WALKING ROUND 8 SHOPS DOWN,A PAIR OF BLACK SHOES CAUGHT MY EYE....i JUST REMEMBER THINKING 'ITS PERFECT!!!'

PLUS THEY WERE DOWN TO THE LAST PAIR IN MY SIZE - 38.

SSSOOOOOO LUCKY!!! tHaNk YoU gOd!!!!!!!

WE THEN MADE OUR WAY OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROAD TO THE PARKWAY MALL..MOM HAD TO GET A FEW THINGS FOR DAD.

OH!!!!! THERE WAS A HANDBAG SALE!!!!YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I WANTED TO BUY ONE.....aaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!11BUT I HAD SPENT ENOUGH OF MY PARENT`S $$ FOR ONE DAY.....

ANYWAYS,I`VE GOT TO GET GOING....
BYE!!!!!TAKE CARE!!!!!
LOVE
CHEELY CHAMELEON

2008-11-04T06:06:00.000-08:00

HEY!!!
I`ve been really bored today!!!!
All I did was watch Tv,Play on the computer,listen to music and 'draw' a pic and opened my present that carol gave me.I named the bear carol.It has a pink bow with both dark n light brown fur.I`ve also watched GG and Its awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really hate Dan now!!He`s so mean to little J and Nate.What`s his problem!!!And little J`s dad was mean too!!Its like he did not care that his daughter just did what she did!!! She reached her goal!!!
Anyway,
GTG now....Take cares
(P.S.:Tara helped me do up my blog!!!Thank you RAT!!!!Love ya!!)
Loves,
Cheeky Chameleon.

26/10/08

2008-10-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone!!!!
Today was boring!!!!
Basically,I was in church for the whole day.
From 11am - 5.30pm.
The lunch which was provided was kinda soggy.
but the tea was great.
LOVE THE CUSTED PUFFS!!!
AwEsOme man!!!!!!!!
Praise and worship was ok......
but the 2nd session of praise n worship was kinda weird..
The music was soo freaking loud + I could not even heard the lead singer singing..
Not that I don`t enjoy loud music...I do but i just found it strange.
My most fav part of it all was the sharing.....
when people came up to share.....
it was like fresh gossip from the person who`s everyone`s gossiping about..
However, we can`t tell anyone who was not in that room.
So no one else would ever know... Which is fair..

and I also liked the talkshow IdEa...Real good....

It was called 'would the real god pls stand up'..

I know it sound lame but it was real funny!!!!

coz there were three 'gods':

-mrs clause god - who gave u everything u wanted

-Mr policeman god - who sets the rules n sends people to hell often

-grandfather god - would told long stories(which were boring)which we could not relate to.

The whole idea was to see how we saw god.

anyway...The Policeman god was damn funny!!!!

When he was done talking we were allowed to ask questions..

So I did

ME:If youre god,why do you need a gun(fake,toy gun).

(the 'god' dropped the gun on the floor)

Policeman god : WhAT GUN!!!

heheheheehehehehehehehehehehehe

soo funny!!!!!!

Right now,I`m blogging from my cousin`s house.Its her party.I was told that it was a farwell thing..
However,Its for her birthday.Coz she`ll be going back to Perth soon so she won`t be here to celebrate her birthday...Gonna miss her soooo much...again...
Well,I`m kinda bored...coz I`m like the 2nd youngest person at the party.Everyone else is like 20 and above.(expt:my sisters)
Thats why I`m blogging!!!HEHEE...

GTG...

My cousins batt is dying..

LoVe....

Cheeky Chameleon

the LAST WEEK of school!!!!!!!

2008-10-23T06:38:00.000-07:00

SO....Monday was fun .....although it could have been great if I had gone scuba diving.
Nothing much happened after that........

TUESDAY!!!
MATHS LESSONS .........for 2hours and 45 mins
It was not as bad as I thought it would be.It was not that boring..
I guess coz I was drawing the triangles and writing own notes.

WEDNESDAY!!!!
Its BE YOURSELF DAY!!!!(Halloween style)
I actaully really wanted to go as Medusa.However,I had no idea want a Medusa would wear.SSSoooo....Bea and I went SHOPPING the day before!!! Its not something I would usually do but It was REALLY FUN!!!!! At first,we found this really nice sea green dress....which was 60 plus dollars.
I knew my mom would freak out if I got it. So we continued to look for clothes,finally,we found this really cute blue tube top.It was $39...I paid half and my parents paid for the other half....
Bea bought some stuff too....

Anyway,Bea went as a fairy.....tara went as TARA...Joy went as a vampire (I think)....Stacy too!!!She looked awesomely scary!!!!!thivya wore all black....Fatima went as twin....(tara`s twin)....Ashling was ill....sooo she did not attend school(the poor thing)....Carol went was a corps....

anyway,here are some pics:

THURSDAY!!!!!
School Was short.
School was also hard....
so so hard....

Anyway,After school,Tara...Ashling...Sophie...and I went to the expo to eat....SUBWAY!!!My Fav...(well,one of my fav places to dine at)
I had a yummy ham and double cheese sandwich. (mmmmmmm)and 2 white chocolate cookies....with a iced lemon tea.
I then went home and met ashling and tara at their house
...(sophie`s too)at round plus.Stacy n si ying where there too. We had lots of fun...playing tennis.
................................................................................
I gtg....sleep now...will continue tomorrow

Wacky

2008-09-15T04:09:00.000-07:00

Hey people!!!!!!!!!
I got to go out on sunday!!(Ok....It happened a few months back and I 4got to blog about it...)
Well,to me its a huge deal well coz...i don`t go out often....

Anyways,this is what happened......

12.45pm: Ashling,Bea,Samantha,Tara & I got to the bus stop n waited for the bus no.8.
12.55pm:We got on the bus
01.10pm:oppss.......We forgot to get off!!!!!!
01.15pm:er...Where`s the next bus stop?!!
01.20pm:seems like we`ve gone past the express way......IN the middle OF NO WHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oooooohhhhhh...a bus stop
Tara:'hey,ashling,bus....'
(She actually meant ,ashling,bike)

Anyway there was another bus stop opp. the road....
so we decided to go back the way we came....

gtg,good luck for the exams everyone......AAAAHHHH
STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First Blog EVER!!

2008-08-20T07:16:00.000-07:00

Hey Y`ll.....
I`ve never really blogged before so I`m a little rusty...
I have no idea what to blog about...erm....
Oh yea..last night,I came down with a really bad fever but i still went to school the today.
I walked to school with my classmates...Before that,We went to the mama shop to buy sweets....Than i realized that i had left all my money at home....Thank goodness for my sister.....She brought it to school for me...(lucky me)
AnyWho,on Monday,Bea had a really blur moment in class.She must have really slept late the night before.
GTG sleep now....Nights

Cheeky Chameleon